Freedom and Opportunity

Everything in the world moves toward ever-increasing awareness and Freedom ~ Gary Zukov

 Your time on Earth is an opportunity to use your will intelligently, wisely, and compassionately.  When you do, you become a conduit for the energy of your soul. ~ Gary Zukov

I think I may be purely procrastinating on doing a JOB I'm not enjoying at the moment.  I'm using the excuse that I promised to write something daily on this blog, but have been conflicted because I also promised to finish a project before doing anything "off task".  That was yesterday morning.

These two messages are timely ones.  I'm struggling with finishing this project because it showcases some of my talent, and I'd rather not be exposed in this way.  But I'm reminded here this is an opportunity for me to move.  Yet, I feel completely torn apart.  It's a physical pain, and struggle within my body and mind.  A struggle to NOT do what I know I should do, and even at times WANT to do.  It's a strange dilemna.

I don't know the exact quote, but there is one that talks about the level of stress and anxiety created within you is directly related to the size of the outcome.  With what I'm experiencing right now, I can only imagine that getting through this struggle today will bring me some kind of great happiness, or reward of some type.

Back to "work".

~Loralee

p.s.  I came back and chose one final quote, from my "think new now!" box of cards....

I demonstrate commitment!