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Yesterday I mentioned how last year I had selected the same 2 cards (out of 3), 32 times in less than 2 months. There are 40 cards in the deck, and I haven't even bothered to calculate the odds. But it must be astronomical, to select the same 2 cards repeatedly day after day after day.
And just in case you're wondering if there is something sticky on the cards I was using? Or another excuse? It's unlikely, as this deck is brand new. The only times I've used it have been to make these posts here this month.
The card I've selected today is.... drum roll!!!
below is an excerpt from the book "Angel Love" by Kimberly Marooney, (areas marked in quotes). You can purchase a copy from Amazon ~ a link is on the side bar of this blog.
Sexuality
The more connections you and your lover make, not just between your bodies, but between your minds, your hearts, and your souls, the more you will strengthen the fabric of your relationship, and the more real moments you will experience together. ~ Barbara De Angelis, teacher
Sexuality is a potent aspect of being human. Sexual urges are as primal as hunger. Do unfulfilled desires and the residue of traumatic experiences prevent you from being able to function and feel pleasure? The angel Sexuality invites you to find healing. It is possible to be free of fear, guilt, and shame so you can feel sexually alive and experience profoundly intimate and passionate love-making.
Hidden secrets hold you hostage. Writing can help you remember long-forgotten experiences that may be affecting how you respond to life. Use the following questions to start:
Once you have identified any feelings of shame, fear, guilt, or anger that are interfering with your ability to be open and free sexually, meditate. Play music that triggers sexual feelings. Each time a painful feeling comes up, ask the angel Sexuality to help you let go of it. Wanting to be rid of the pain is vital. As long as you feel your anger or guilt is justified, the feeling will cling to you.
- What happened that shut you down sexually?
- What are you ashamed of?
- Are you numb and fearful? Why?
- How do you feel about your current sexual relations and feelings?
- Can you see a link between past experiences and your current situation?
- What is missing?
- What do you want?
When you let all of these negative feelings wash out of you, healing begins. Your anger can become a powerful force for healing when it is transformed into a passionate desire to be rid of the past. As you let go of old feelings that have clogged up the places within you, love will have room to enter. Love from the soul and from it's connection with the source will flow through your heart and body and bring true healing. This love is a tangible energy that can be felt.
As you release feelings of fear, guilt and anger and open up sexually, your ability to connect with your partner will be greatly enhanced. Your partner will see in your eyes, not the fear, but the real you - not your anger or shame, but your love. Love blossoming in your heart is the most powerful aphrodisiac. It allows your two souls to connect in a profoundly intimate and fulfilling exchange.
The actions to take from the Angel Sexuality
- explore sexual fantasies (talk with a safe friend or partner)
- read erotic literature or watch provocative movies to arouse healing feelings.
- Try on clothing that feels erotic and makes you feel alive sexually
- Dress up like to look like someone you find attractive (magazine, movie etc) - Do a photo shoot!
- If you are overactive sexually, you may need to calm your desires and direct your energy inward toward self-love and self-respect
- Dance to the music listed below
Paula Cole, "Feeling' Love"
You're really going to want to watch this one! It's Good!
Marc Anthony, "I Need to Know"
Raphael, "Healing Dance"
I wasn't able to find this piece, so I've included another one from the same album
So, what does all of this mean to me today? I don't really know yet! Once again, an area that I must obviously keep on top of. Examining and being honest with myself about where I stand. What is really the truth. What is the truth of my past, but can be left behind as purely that! And what focus not on the future, but what is here right now. And create a space where I can continue to be healthy and healing in all aspects of my life ~ every single one.
Yesterday the fog had lifted from this city, but not from my mind. Today, I'm feeling clearer! I can't help but wonder if it may have had something to do with the beautiful full moon I had was watching through the skylight of this apartment. Quite the pull it has!
Until tomorrow.
Loralee
p.s. I leave you with one final quote, selected randomly from Gary Zukav's book "Soul to Soul Meditations"
All of the behaviors that most need to be changed feel involuntary. They are your obsessions, your compulsions, and, strongest of all, your addictions. ~ Gary Zukav
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